Author: Tony Zeoli

Tony Zeoli is Founder and CEO of Netmix.com and Radio Station by netmix.® Originally launched in 1995, Netmix was was considered by Billboard Magazine to be the "innovation and advancement of dance music on the Internet." Tony had launched the world's first Internet mix show website featuring the most influential DJs from around the globe. After two-and-a-half decades, Netmix has since evolved into an online station directory and powerful WordPress plugin, Radio Station, for broadcasters and webcasters to manage their statioon's show schedule in WordPress. Tony has been an innovator at the intersection of music and the Internet for the past thirty years in project management, product development, and digital strategy,. He is also the founder and CEO of Digital Strategy Works, a WordPress web design and digital marketing agency. And, Executive Producer of the Asheville House Music Society, an online House Music mix show. Tony is located in Asheville, NC where he loves to mountain bike, hike, and play golf with his son.

Frankie Knuckles’ B’day Party at Cielo

Boy, do I love Cielo or what? It's just my favorite nightclub in New York City since Twilo's demise and the decommishioning of Centro Fly. Sure, I like Pacha too. I'm not much of a fan of Crobar. And, I haven't been to Marquis, BED or the other bling spots, so I'll reserve judgement on those spots. Although I've heard they are quite good in their own right.

A week ago Thursday, I had the pleasure of attending house music pioneer and legendary DJ/Producer, Frankie Knuckles, birthday party. It was great to see the DefMix crew in full effect. From Judy Weinstein to Baby Hec Romero, Frankie's posse held down the fort while presenting the Godfather of House a huge b'day cake just before he started off his set with the seminal deep house track, "Whistle Song."

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E-Z Rollers

E-Z Rollers in Talinn Estonia

From time to time, bands send “friend requests” to me through my MySpace profile.
I generally try to take a listen and give everyone a shot, so to speak. There’s been a few that have caught my ear. I thought it would be cool if I started posting some of the bands I think you should be checking out.

The other day, I got a request from Norwich, England-based, drum-n-bass crew, E-Z Rollers (Intercom Recordings). I checked them out and am definitely feeling the track, “Carousel.” Reminds me a bit of Hooverphonic. Smooth with energy and straight ahead, real vocals. It’s all about feeling the warmth, basking in the glow of sunshine. It’s a nice, pick-me-up track for late night set.

On “Rancho Notorious” and the Vocal Mix of “Mousetrap,” E-Z Rollers lay in electric guitars of a punk female vocal. A nice element of rock mixed with drum-n-bass. With that punk feel, it brings and edgy, different energy; upfront and in your your face without being too hard.

Check’em out when you get the chance. Def something interesting to start off the new year.

I especially liked their pic on stage in Talinn, Estonia. The home of Skype and Kazaa is quickly becoming one of the hottest spots to party in the world.

Check out E-Rollers yourself in this YouTube video:

Link to MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/ezrollers

Download Intercom Recordings Tracks from their DJ Download page: http://www.djdownload.com/labels/intercom/345

Tony Z interviewed about LinkedIn experiences by Investor's Business Daily

Last week, Ben Steverman, a reporter for Investor’s Business Daily, interviewed me for a story he was developing on the popular business networking web site, LinkedIn.com.

You may be wondering how this came about. It all started when a colleague at StarStyle, Alberto, forwarded me a link to a blog posting written by popular technology evangelist and motivational speaker, Guy Kawasaki, on the top ten ways to use LinkedIn.com. After reading the blog article, I posted a comment about how I used LinkedIn.com to connect with Entertainment Media Works CEO, Ashley Heather, which led to my current position at StarStyle.com. I added that I’d found one of our key biz dev consultants and a key employee on the site as well.

While researching for his story on LinkedIn.com story, Ben came across my comment, then contacted me for an interview about my experiences with the site.

To follow, I’ve posted a brief excerpt from from the interview, or you can follow this link for the full story.

Managing For Success

Social Web Sites Are Groovy Hiring Tools

BY BEN STEVERMAN

INVESTOR’S BUSINESS DAILY

Posted 1/12/2007

After almost 20 years as a professional dance music DJ and one decade working on dot-com startups, Tony Zeoli had lots of connections in the music industry and the Internet business.

But when it came time use those real-world contacts to find a new job, Zeoli went online. He turned to a social networking Web site called Linked-In.com.

Using the site, he approached the former owner of a Net startup where he had done some work. They met, and soon he was an executive at StarStyle.com, a site that lets visitors buy fashions they see in TV shows and music videos. In his new job, Zeoli then used LinkedIn to hire a key worker and to find a consultant to help make a key business deal.

Many business people, including managers, say social networking sites like LinkedIn are completely changing the way they find valuable contacts. It shows how online hangouts originally designed for social intercourse are morphing into effective managing tools.

Networking in an Internet age lets managers access gobs of data about a person or company in a few seconds. It also offers fast and easy ways to chat with job candidates.

Professionals, too, are increasingly using the Web to replace, or at least supplement, the sort of networking typically practiced at industry cocktail parties. This includes meeting potential employees and business partners, keeping track of rivals and former colleagues, and asking for advice.

Recruiters say technology gets more important as it gets harder to find employees with special skills. For some jobs, “There might only be 5,000 people in the country that are qualified,” said Jeremy Shapiro of the Bernard Hodes Group. “That’s where technology can help.”

The days of newspaper help-wanted ads are nearly gone, recruiters say. The Net job boards — Monster.com, (MNST) Hotjobs.com and others — are popular. But job listings tend to lure an avalanche of e-mailed resumes. Because it’s easy to apply, many applicants aren’t qualified or serious job seekers.

Hunting for top candidates, recruiters have become masters of the Internet search, learning all the tricks of Google.com. “There is such a plethora of information out there,” said Brian Drum, chief executive of Drum Associates, an executive search firm. “It takes more people to dissect that plethora of information.”

In this noisy environment, recruiters and hiring managers are re-emphasizing an old-fashioned way to find talent — through networking and personal relationships.

“It’s who you know,” Shapiro said. “Relationships are still important. What’s different now is the speed with which you can make relationships.”

This is where LinkedIn and its smaller rivals excel.

Please click here for entire article.

Guy also has a great book out, “The Art of the Start: The Time-Tested, Battle-Hardened Guide for Anyone Starting Anything”, available at Amazon.com.

The Art of the Start: The Time-Tested, Battle-Hardened Guide for Anyone Starting Anything

Sarah Taylor's "Not Me" coming soon on Max Dance '07

Sarah Taylor

Nashville based vocalist, Sarah Taylor, kicks off ’07 with “Not Me” on Max Dance ’07 from a new indie, Marian Records. The label, also based in Nashville, is headed up by Ian D’Souza, who plays the role of CEO and VP of A&R. Industry legend Harry Towers, the man responsible for the success of both Radikal and ZYX Records in the U.S. in the ’90s, heads up the promotional arm of the label with crossover radio guru, George Hess (GDJI.com) and long-time club promotions expert, David Henney.

This new mix-cd is full of anthemic, up-tempo, synth-driven, crossover and pop-sounding trance. It’s perfect for big room nights for the partry crowd in cities like Vegas, Miami, LA and Boston.

It looks like the Marian Records team are seeking to capture market share from dance/pop leader, Robbins Entertainment, which has held the pop trance industry captive for the past 5 to 7 years. If it’s any indication, the first set of singles and this mix-CD are definitely making an impact in the space. The compilation includes remixes of the oft-reworked ’80’s hits, “(I Just) Died In Your Arms” by the Cutting Crew and Alphaville’s “Forever Young.” I’m looking forward to deeper and more underground mixes from the label in the New Year.

You can check out Sarah on MySpace at http://www.myspace.com/sarahtaylormusic or get Max Dance ’07 as a download from
Sarah Taylor - Max Dance 07 - Not Me
. (You must have iTunes installed on your computer to download.)

Or, purchase the CD at Amazon.com:

Max Dance 07

Let’s have a little fun and show you the original video from the Cutting Crew courtesy of YouTube.com:

My Trip to LA; Nelly Furtado on AOL Live

This week, I’m in Los Angeles for StarStyle meetings. I arrived on Thursday via Jet Blue from JFK to Burbank airport. The first order of business was to meet with our PR agency, B|W|R, to discuss the launch of Mary J. Blige’s “We Ride (I see the future)” music video on StarStyle, which is scheduled for air on the site on Tuesday, December 12th. I was interviewed by the music & technology writer from the Hartford Courant for a story on our music section and the launch of the Mary J. Blige project. There are other interviews lined up this week and some confirmed mentions in Billboard and other industry trades.

Mary’s label hooked us up with a pair of Belstaff motorcycle boots MJB wore in the video. She signed them for us for an exclusive give-a-way on StarStyle that launches in conjunction with the video. The contest theme is “Follow in the footsteps of Mary J. Blige” and submit a pieces of text or a photo that represents how MJB has influenced your personal style. We’re planning a user generated contest where site visitors will vote for the winner. This a great viral marketing opportunity for us.

It’s a great time to be involved with Mary J. Blige. She’s been everywhere the past few weeks: Saturday Night Live, the Billboard Music Awards, performing on The View, and she was just nominated for eight Grammy Awards.

I’m very excited that all our hard work and efforts are beginning to pay off. On December 1st, it was my one year anniversary at StarStyle. We’ve accomplished so much, but it seems like a drop in the bucket when you think about the size of the music industry and all the artists who will benefit by sharing in the revenues by monetizing their image and lifestyle. We also have much more to do to develop the music player by adding new features both inside the application itself and in support of the application with flat HTML pages.

Although it’s exciting work, it can be very tedious discussing technical specs with offshore developers. There have been times in the last few weeks were I’ve had my head buried in the keyboard and monitor for three or four-hour sessions. You have to be focused and really patient. If you forget one small detail, it could be another 12-hours before it gets fixed.

On Thursday afternoon, I met my good friend Debbie Roldan from the high profile talent agency, The Firm, for coffee at my temporary office: Starbucks on Wilshire and Santa Monica. We had a great time catching up and sharing war stories. Hopefully, we’ll be working with a few of The Firm’s artists soon.

After my coffee meeting with Deb, I joined our President, Lincoln Brown and our CEO, Ashley Heather along with the rest of the LA staff from StarStyle for a Christmas party at Katen Mantellini’s Restaurant on Wilshire and Doheny. That’s the same spot where my girlfriend Missy and I ran into Randy Jackson and Mariah Carey’s manager, Benny Medina, in July.

On Friday, I had one of the best experiences in my professional career. Unfortunately, I can’t talk about it, but it’s safe to say it was pretty amazing and will help StarStyle Music exceed our expectations in the very near future.

Later that night, I took my good friend Karen Langjahr from Primary Wave Music Publishing to the AOL Live, Nelly Furtado event at The Roxy on Sunset Ave. The show was so hot! Nelly Furtado was rocking it. Thanks to our VP of Sales, we were comped with VIP passes to both the event and the after party. You can check out the show on AOL at http://music.aol.com/videos/live-concerts/nelly-furtado.

Tomorrow I have a few meetings here in LA, then I leave for New York to manage the launch of MJB on StarStyle on Tuesday. I’ll be headed out of town again on Thursday for meetings in a different genre of music that I can’t talk about yet. Yeah…I’m under all this non-disclosure stuff. You know, you gotta keep things under wraps until after they launch. You never know who’s watching.

Today, I’m headed over to the Starbucks in Westwood to finish up some homework. Yup, even though I’m travlling the country, I still got to keep it real and keep my studies in check. No rest for the weary!

Peace!

Tony Z.

Netmix Radio: DJ Tony Z releases new mix; listen in from 8 pm to 11 pm EST

After a long break, I’ve finally gotten around to producing a new mix show, which I launched tonight on Netmix Radio. Over the last week, I downloaded my tracks from Beatport.com and a few other sources, sorted through the ones I thought would perfectly represent the mood I’ve been feeling lately, and came up with a gem of a mix I think you’ll enjoy!

Here’s the track list, for all you house heads out there who want to purchase records:

1. Breathe In (Ben Watt Remix) – No artist listed – No label listed (I think I downloaded this one off another site)
2. Down The Nile (Mix 1) – Amani, Teapot – System Recordings
3. Make Lub 2 Da Music feat. Amalia – AB – Dutchie Music
4. Heedron (Kriece Remix) – Fo Sek – Kindred Sounds
5. Crazy Planet (Original Mix) – Luna City Express – Moon Harbor
6. This Is House (Original Mix) – Eric Entrena, Del Horno – Toro Recordings
7. Cold Drink, Hot Girl (Original Mix) – Jody Wisternoff – Distinctive Recordings
8. Can You Feel It (Angel’s Rework) – Angel Manuel – Open Bar Music
9. Work It (Dub Mix) – Cinematic – Smilax Records
10. Showtime (Original Mix) – Mario Ochoa, DJ Fist – Adverso Recordings
11. What’s The Point (Original Mix) – Roland Kinkenberg – 68 Recordings
12. Susan (Original Mix) – Mark Knight – Toolroom Records & Traxx
13. Unknown (Ricksick Original Mix) – Eric Lavelle, J.M. Sicky – Academy
14. My First (Original Mix) – Meloman, Patrick Petruchelli – Supermusic Records
15. 3 Weeks (Booka Shade Dub Mix) – Tiga – Different
16. 3 Weeks (Booka Shade Vocal Mix) – Tiga – Different
17. Dance Music Programme (Latin Quarter Mix) – David Jiminez, Absolute, DJ Gonzalo, Altered Minds – Deviate Records
18. Crank – (Original Mix) – Max Graham – Yoshitoshi Recordings
19. Movin – (Original Mix) – Little Green Men – Forensic Records
20. Blue Water (Dub) – Black Rock – Robbins Entertainment
21. Don’t Know – (Original Mix) – Thomas Gold, Montana Express – Haiti Groove Records
22. Cut Right Through (Cicada Dub) – Cicada – Critical Mass
23. Don’t Know (Dub Mix) – Thomas Gold, Montana Express
24. Feel Da Riddim (Original Mix) – The Houselovers – Groove Sense Records
25. 2 Da Groove (Original Mix) – Matthew Dekay, Roob V – Solar Recordings
26. Les Djinns (Trentmoller Remix) – Djuma Soundsystem – Get Physical Music
27. Is It Love? (Starkillers Remix) – iiO – Made Records
28. The Things You Say (Dirty South Remix) – Cicada – Critical Mass
29. Petite Mouche (DJ Tim & Andy Vasilos Mix) – BP Zulauf – Spinifex Records
30. Walls Of Science (Jhonny and Peps Instrumental Mix) – Black Spider – The Clubbers
31. Shake Dat Booty (DSB Re-edit) – Three Kings, Jaygun, Bashy – Soul Heaven
32. He Is feat. Song Williamson (Ferrer & Sydenham Inc Vox Mix) – Copyright – Defected
33. It Takes 2 (Original Mix) – DJ Hal – Blockhead Recordings
34. Do You Love Me (De-Tox Remix) – Al Faris, Chris Roxx – Thrill Records

Don’t forget! Monday through Sunday, 8 PM to 11 PM, right here on Netmix.com Radio, check out the global sounds of Netmix, featuring me, DJ Tony Z., IN THE MIX!

Enjoy!

Tony Z.

Thanksgiving Message from Tony Z, Netmix reaches 20K stream mark

On this Thanksgiving Day, Netmix celebrates delivery of over 20,000 net radio streams broadcast to over 51 countries. This accomplishment is hightlighted by the fact that I’ve haven’t spent a penny on promotion or marketing. My day job as VP of Music at StarStyle.com and my classes at NYU are taking up most of my time. I wish I could devote more time to the site, but there simply isn’t enough time in the day. Nor do I have the resources to hire people to help. So, I just keep it my little side hobby that I love to work on. When school’s over in a year or so, then I’ll have a bit more time to dedicate to it. By that time, StarStyle will be a huge success and maybe, just maybe, I’ll have all the time in the world to work on Netmix!

It’s neat to be able to contribute to the world in some meaningful way, without it becoming super-commercialized. Investors and a board of directors, ha! I’ve been there and it’s not all it’s cracked up to be. Today, Netmix is simply just me, my computer and some music. Music that I really hope you enjoy, because I select and purchase every track, either for the general radio broadcast or my 8 pm to 11 pm mix show, from Beatport.com. Not only am I supporting dance music by funding and broadcasting the latest underground house tracks using Live365, but I’m also BUYING the music as well, which is extremely important. If we don’t buy our dance music from indy dance labels, the genre cannot afford to grow and it stays the bastard child of the music industry.

Speaking of growth, Netmix Radio is growing by word-of-mouth, every day, across the web. It’s stimulated by the Internet’s powerful ability give a single individual a voice that can touch so many across great distances, without doing anything but posting compelling content. I think keeping the blog updated and setting up outsposts on LinkedIn.com, MySpace.com, Facebook.com (I have an edu address because I’m enrolled at NYU), Bebo.com, and Friendster.com also contribute to the pool of users finding Netmix today.

In January of 2001, as the dust was finally settling from the dotcom crash, I thought the days of Netmix were gone forever. Selfish ego’s and people turning their backs on one another–grasping for straws–was the order of the day. I hestitate to compare the events of 9/11 to the dotcom crash, as one was incredibly devestating for the horrible deaths that fateful day, while the other drained millions from the accounts of those who were swindled on false promise. I’ll always believe 9/11 was the single worst event I have ever seen. However, in both instances one can find a single common thread: the decision of the few to be morally bankrupt and the utter disregard for the consequences of their actions.

2-years ago, I decided to start bringing Netmix back to life. Initially, I saw the blog phenomenon rising online, and always trying to stay one step ahead, I decided to scout out some sites, like Blogger.com, where I could wax philisophic on the ongoing trials and tribulations of the dance music industry. After learning a bit about Bloggers interface, I really want to control my words and my tools. I then found WordPress, the blog content management system, which allows me to dynamicallly post, take comments, etc… All with only limited knowledge of PHP and MySql.

I learned how to install the tool myself. I also figured out how to create the header you see above in Photoshop. Adapting a pre-existing theme with the new header, and voila! The new Netmix.com/Wordpress was launched. Today, I think there are over 200 posts. The most famous post, or infamous post, dependin gon your persecpive, is the one exposing the trouble with BurnLounge.com. I’ve received and commented a total of over 80 posts to that piece. A must read, for sure.

After a year and a half of writing, I decided I really wanted to get back into DJing. I really missed the ability to express my mood and feelings with music. I missed being able to stretch out creatively using music and not typing keystrokes into a computer. Having gone through a few incredibly difficult and tumultuous personal situations, DJing was a way to soothe my soul. I felt I’d lost my edge somehow, somewhere along the way. Was I still interested in DJing? I wasn’t so sure anymore. I couldn’t believe the wounds brought me to that point.

I thought to myself, “damn-it…I love creating my mix-shows…it’s part of who I am.” At the time, I knew buying new vinyl every week was out of the question. My financial situation and the cost of new import vinul just weren’t seeing eye-to-eye. Beatport had recently launched, creating a new marketplace for independent dance music. So, I began to experiment with TraktorDJ. I started playing with a demo version on my iMac. After a few days, I had pretty much mastered the art of segueing records as I would with traditional turntables. I purchased the full version, along with an M-Audio Audiophile firewire interface, and I put together my first mix.

I thought, okay, “I can post this mix as an mp3, which is technically illegal, or I can sign-up for a Live365 Pro Broadcaster account and pay royalties to the artists,” which most dance music web sites definitely don’t do. I thought, it’s better to invest in myself and be in compliance, than to not be and therefore not be taken seriously by the industry. Live365 also has a great tracking mechanism to track the artists that are being played, which helps to generate payments to those artists through SoundExchange.

After registering for a Pro account with Live365, I uploaded my new mixes and tracks; programming a blend of dance music, with some hip hop spun by my man, Madsol Desar. As the mix shows started to gain some traction, WBLS DJ, Rich Lamotte, hooked me up with the Netmix drops (those things you hear that say, “You’re listening to Netmix. com; on the Internet”), which I started interspercing throughout my April mix. I really appreciate what Rich did for Netmix. His support means the world to me. Thanks, Rich!

A year later, and Netmix Radio is going strong. My Live365 fees are increasing. It’s getting a little burdensome, which means I think I have to start making some money soon. We’re taking Netmix mobile soon, and I’m working on a new business outline that will help the company secure early stage funding for some ideas that we have on tap.

So, I have a lot to be thankful for this year. First, I’m thankful to my girlfriend, Missy, for believing in me and accepting Netmix as an integral part of who I am. I’m also thankful for my friends and family who were so supportive when my dog, Jasmine, passed on. I really appreciate the beautiful and heartfelt comments.

I’m also thankful to EMW President Lincoln Brown and CEO Ashley Heather for believing in my music and Internet industry skills and abilities. We’ve taken StarStyle Music from just a sketch on a piece of paper to signing Universal Music Group as a partner. There are some very exciting things that I can’t talk about today, but I’ll let you know very soon, once we’ve secured the content and gotten it in the door.

I’m thankful for my friends who know me so well. They know what Netmix has meant to me and never once said to me that I shouldn’t pursue my dreams. And, I’m thankful to my family. Skeptical at first, 12-years ago, but today, they can see that I’ve lived my dreams and made a life for myself that no one could have imagined…except me, of course, lol. I want to spend a special thanks to former Columbia Records VP of Dance Music, David Jurman for guiding me and helping realize my potential.

Finally, I want to thank all the fans and friends of Netmix along the way. It’s been a great ride so far, and I know we’ll keep on kickin’it for years to come.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Tony Z.

MySpace and T-Mobile present Paul Oakenfold, Sandra Collins and Jonathan Peters

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On Saturday, November 18th, MySpace will produce its first ever, live streaming DJ broadcast through its web site. Sponsored by T-Mobile, MySpace will air the sounds of one of the world’s top DJs, Paul Oakenfold, as well as Sandra Collins, Jonathan Peters and Vello Virkhaus, live from Miami’s, Club Space.

Times are 11 pm to 5 am EST and 8 pm to 2 am PST.

Visit http://www.myspace.com/sidekick3 for more details and register for the chance to win a trip for two the event!

Jasmine 1993-2006

Jasmine

I haven’t posted over the last few weeks. Not that I didn’t want to, I just having been feeling up to it since the passing of my beloved, wonderful black Chow Chow, Jasmine.

Jasmine has been with me since the summer of 1993 (that’s her above, last summer in Boston). She arrived from a Palm Springs, CA kennel specializing in Chows. She was the replacement to another beautiful Chow Chow, Pokey, I’d gotten from the same kennel a little over year before. Pokey suffered from a shunted liver. By the time the doctor’s figured out what was wrong with her, she’d wilted away to nothing, passing away a year to the day she first arrived.

Of course, that was just as tragic. The night she’d passed on, I was DJing the opening of Europa in Newport, Rhode Island. I’ll never forget the drive back when I found out she was at Angel Memorial Hospital in Boston. My girlfriend at the time, Maryna, waited for me to arrive at the hospital at 2 a.m., and I got to see her one last time. It was very difficult, and I thought my doggie days were over.

According to the breeder’s contract, I could receive a refund or I could take another dog. Contemplating taking the money, I’d learned from the breeder and her nephew Roscoe, a friend of mine, that there was a four-month old no one wanted. She had a grey wisp in her tail. Since she wasn’t a solid color Chow, so no one seemed to want to take her. I felt bad that she was out at the kennel without an owner, and thought that maybe I should give her a loving home. People tend to want dogs at the minimum ten weeks they are required to be held at the kennel. Puppies are the norm. The older a dog gets, the less likely it is to be taken in. And, with her off-colored coat, they told me it was hard for them to find someone who wanted her. With that in mind, I finally decided on accepting Jasmine into my life over 13-years ago. Now that I look back, what a wonderful decision, because Jasmine was, throughout her life, such a joy to be around.

As long as I’ve cared for Jasmine, she was never sick. Stubborn? Sure. Sick? Never. She and I went everywhere together. Through four or five different girlfriends and one ex-wife, Jasmine was there unconditionally. From Boston to Hoboken, Jersey City to Carrol Gardens, and Bay Ridge then onto Yonkers, we’ve lived in a number of places we both called home.

Jasmine and Tony

She just loved to be around, and wherever I went, I tried my best to take her with me. Whether it was the holidays at my family’s homes in Boston, to work in the city, long drives throughout the tri-state and New England regions, Jasmine would love to jump in the car and go. She was an amazing, loving Chow Chow. Despite their reputation as mean, Jasmine was well socialized and could call many of my friends her brothers and sisters. Everyone loved Jasmine. She never caused trouble, unless she was backed into a corner, which was very rare. She was amazingly sweet and never met a person she didn’t rub up against, like a cat, looking for attention.

I even brought Jasmine to DJ with me a couple of times. She would just lay in the booth for hours, oblivious and not moving a muscle, while hundred’s of people just beyond the glass were dancing furiously. Jasmine just loved to be near me, watching me do whatever it was I needed to do at the time.

Jamine and Tony on the Charles River

Once we moved to Yonkers in June, I could tell Jasmine was slowing down. She began to need much more attention than I could give. I was spending $300 a month in dog walking fees, and she still was urinating in my kitchen. Here kindneys were starting to deteriorate. I knew that after 13-years, I needed to find a place that could care for her much better than I. After all, my life has changed dramatically in 13-years. From DJing a few nights a week in Boston and selling mobile phones at Tweeter Etc. to launching Netmix.com, experiencing 9/11 and a devastated New York economy, then overcoming adversity to become VP of Music at StarStyle, all the while attending NYU two nights a week for the last three years. The transition for me has been so great, it was simply just too much to care for both myself and Jasmine. Something had to give.

A month ago, I’d decided to kennel Jasmine in a long term environment. I thought she’d be well cared for an much better off, living out the last days of her life on a farm with other dogs. Three weeks after dropping her off, I received an emergency call from both the kennel and the local vetrinarian. Jasmine, it seems, had gotten into a serious accident on the farm while playing with the other dogs.

I was told another dog slammed into her at full speed while chasing chickens, which caused a massive hernia along her right, rear-quarter. The impact also caused her right hind-leg to snap at at the bone, just below where it turns to a ball that fits into the hip socket. Immediately following the accident, Jasmine tried to protect her injury, snapping at the other dogs, which resulted in a serious fight. The other dogs got at her pretty good, biting her on the back a few times, near her other injuries.

My girlfriend Missy and I were stunned. The vet told us that it didn’t look good for Jasmine, and that we must consider putting her to sleep. We immediately discussed this tragic turn of events and decided to drive the four hours to the vet to be with her one last time.

For the past few years, Jasmine’s eyes have slowly been deteriorating. She got cataracts and could not see very well. When we arrived, she looked up but couldn’t make me out. Once I moved closer to her and got down on my knees, she heard my voice and smelled my scent. Her tail started wagging and she tried to get up, but I calmed her and asked her to lie down. I lay on the vet’s floor, head halfway in Jasmine’s temporary cage, holding her for 45-minutes and telling her how much she was loved. Missy spent some time with her as well, and it was when Missy leaned down to kiss her and snuggle with her, that her tail was really going. She was so happy we were there, that she probably forgot all the pain and her injuries.

Having spoken to the vet upon our arrival, we knew that we needed to make the toughest decision one can make with a beloved pet–the decision to put her to sleep. After some time comforting her, the technician carried her to the table and layed her out. We held her paws and spoke to her, all the while caressing her face, kissing her and telling her how much we loved her.

The vet asked if we were ready. We were, and she adminstered an overdose of anethesia. Slowly, Jasmine went to sleep forever. We’ll miss her. Life hasn’t been the same ever since.

No one can understand what it’s like to put a pet to sleep until you do it. It’s one of the hardest things to ever have to face, but the most humane. The vet said she wouldn’t have made it through surgery, and that this was the best decision we could make for her.

Missy and I stayed overnight in a local motel and comforted each other. The drive back to Yonkers was a long one.

I’m sure I’ll be back to my old self soon. I’ve gotten a ton of music to review, lot’s of stories to tell. Give me another few days and we’ll get back to work on the business of Netmix. Thanks for caring and understanding.

Sincerely,

Tony Z.

SaveDarfur.org: what we can do as Americans to help

Usually, I refrain from stating my political or social viewpoints and try not to write anything controversial on this blog, which is mainly about selfishly important DJ culture stuff. But, seeing as I have a voice, and with that a certain social responsibility, I thought it was important to expound on the topic of Darfur.

[If you feel like the whole country is talking about Darfur and you could care less, stop reading now.]

Tonight, my girlfriend, Missy, and I watched a 60 Minutes piece, Searching For Jacob, on the genocide taking place in Darfur, Sudan. Although we’ve seen it mentioned in the news media, I can’t recall a news piece on the subject that had a greater impact on us than this one.

60 Minutes sent a camera crew to Darfur to find a young man, Jacob, who’s family had been murdered in a settlement in Darfur, by the dictatorship backed Janjaweed militia, who are trying to cleanse the country of non-Arab Sudanese. The young man, now 19, was found in a refugee camp and shown notebooks and school books he’d left behind at the schoolhouse burned by the militia a few years earlier. Having escaped the horror, he now lives in the refugee camp living with thousands of others with similiar stories. The death and destruction of their families and homes has taken a tremendous psychological and physical toll on these people. It’s mass murder on an incredible scale. Many are now comparing it to the Holocaust, which we’ve really only heard about through the stories of our great-grandfathers, grand-mothers, history books, and tv shows.

Many of us in our 20’s onward were around for both the ethnic cleansing in Bosnia and Rwanda. The first we got involved in too late and the second we did nothing about. Now genocide is taking place in Darfur, and we can either sit around and spend all of our money on clothes, mortgages and nice restaurants, or we can take a little out of our wallets and give back.

According to 60 Minutes, over 300,000 have since died, with 2.5 million now homeless and living in desert refugee camps supported by aid from various agencies worldwide. As an American living here, there’s little I can physically do to help support the effort to save the people of Darfur from ethnic cleansing. I’m not trained in human relief and I have responsibilities here to myself, my girlfriend and the employees at EMW, who depend on me for my expertise, guidance and support. So, what does one do? Visit SaveDarfur.org, a web site set up for help people understand how to support the people of Darfur who are homeless, hungry and without their loved ones. As we watch over the civil war in Iraq, which has taken our world stature down a few notches on the compassion and civility scale while spreading our commitments too thin, the people in Darfur still need our help.

Sudan’s dictator, Omar AlBashir, came to the U.N. just a few weeks ago. He listened to Bush criticize him and his government from the lecturn, while one of his representative’s openly smirked. Bush’s direct confrontation to AlBashir on that day holds little weight, because now we know behind the scenes, the Sudanese government is getting a pass for the intelligence it possesses on Al Quaeda. I understand the underlying role of Sudan in the fight against terror, but at what cost?

Can we not get that information elsewhere? Can we not defend the people of Darfur somehow, someway, without being complicit in the knowledge that we got a few morsels of information while we lightly slap the hand of AlBashir, who is overseeing the slaughtering of hundred’s of thousand’s of innocent, defenseless people? Of course it’s a difficult, complex situation, one that most of us hardly understand the implications of. Maybe we don’t know the answer? And, we won’t , unless we do something about it.

As we’ve seen since the Bush-led White House came into power, our leaders continue to make the wrong choices. On Nov. 7, one way to change the status quo is to vote complicit Republicans out of the House and Senate. Those who have done nothing to support the relief effort, pressuring Sudan and calling for international peacekeepers along with more support for the Darfur region should be removed from power. That is one way to change the status quo.

Second, I gave a small donation to SaveDarfur.org, which will go to the relief efforts. By doing so, maybe we can make a difference in the lives of the weak and starving.

Third, you should call and write your congressman or senator and make this a political issue. At SaveDarfur.org, you will find many actionable instructions you can follow to make your voice heard.

Yes, none of us want to leave the comfy confines of America to stick our heads in the middle of the desert and save thousands of people. It’s just not realistic. Time, money, transportation, distance to the problem, and a true understanding of the conflict are all barriers to offer a compassionate hand to a desperate people. Donating money and writing letters to pressure your representative and let them know that you won’t vote for them unless they stand for a people who need our help is.

We’ve given for 9/11, given for Hurricane Katrina, and now we must give to the people of Darfur our support, because they are experiencing a disaster that none of us can ever imagine.

I remember that day, on 9/11, when the city shook under massive explosions from the terror attacks. The smoke, sirens, and chaos that ensued was unimaginable only the day before. We live in the the wealthiest country in the world, driving billions of dollars in transactions everyday. There is a middle class and upper class here, who don’t live in squalor and can afford to give something. To live in the conditions the people of Darfur live under today, knowing that hundred’s of thousand’s of their people were killed for nothing but sheer and disgusting racism and genocide is unconscionable.

Finally, another action you can take is to read blogs and comment on them, whether on newspaper web sites or independent blog sites. You can also call in to your local radio talk shows and make the issue heard there. At least it will show that the people of America care about other people’s problems, and not just our own.

It will go a long way to showing the world that unlike George Bush, Dick Cheney and Donald Rumsfeld, we care what the world thinks about us, and we want the world to know that we will support them just as we were supported after 9/11. If another 9/11 happened today, would the world have an outpouring of support for our people as they did on that fateful September day? I’m hestitant to think so. But, if we show the world our compassion for the people of Darfur, that may help to change some perceptions about America in the world view.

That being said, think of Darfur as your world too. A dollar here is nothing, but a dollar there goes a long way.

Tony Z.